School SEKAI
MEIKO
I see, so you were fretting about something that happened in class.
Honami
Yes.
Honami
I still don't know what to do.
I asked Ichika, Shiho and Saki too but...
I asked Ichika, Shiho and Saki too but...
MEIKO
Hehe, you girls really are close.
Honami
Yes. They've given me a lot of support...
Honami
Ichika was really trying to think things through with me. Saki saw that I was feeling down and wanted to cheer me up.
Honami
Shiho said some harsh things too, but...
MEIKO
Oh, did she?
Honami
Yes. She said I'm fretting so much because I didn't want to do anything that would make people dislike me.
MEIKO
So you're afraid that people might dislike you for making a decision? May I ask why?
Honami
When I was in junior high, my classmates would come to me for advice or just rant a little.
Honami
At first, I would just listen, thinking they probably just wanted to let off some steam.
Honami
But because of that, they started questioning me, asking me whose side I was on and accusing me of being two-faced. Soon, I was an outcast.
MEIKO
...
Honami
Even though it stopped when I entered high school, the fear of that happening again is still there and sort of haunts me...
Honami
I thought I overcame that with everyone's help, but...
Honami
It seems like when you try to be on everyone's side, you end up on no one's...
Honami
Which is why Shiho is right.
I haven't changed at all since then...
I haven't changed at all since then...
MEIKO
...
MEIKO
I wonder if that's really true...
Honami
Huh?
MEIKO
You're doing your best to work out what's best for your classmates.
MEIKO
You're doing what you can to change too, right?
Honami
But at this rate...
MEIKO
Well, I don't think there's anything wrong with remaining the kind sort of person you are now.
MEIKO
But sometimes, you need the courage to become even kinder. And I'm sure you'll find that courage.
Honami
Courage...?
MEIKO
What do you think it means to be kind, Honami?
Honami
Huh?
Honami
Being kind?
Um, well...
Um, well...
Ichika
Anyone would be torn after hearing what you heard today...
Saki
Don't do that! A gloomy face scares off good ideas! Why don't we all go get some apple pies together later?
Honami
It means understanding how someone else feels or making them smile when they're feeling down.
Honami
And...
Shiho
You're worried because you're afraid, right?
Shiho
What I'm trying to say is... Just do what you think is right.
Honami
Oh...
Honami
Be candid with them for their own good...
MEIKO
Yes, that sounds about right.
MEIKO
There are many different ways of expressing kindness.
MEIKO
You can empathize with someone who's troubled about something, make them smile or be somewhat direct.
MEIKO
As long as it was done with that person's best interests at heart, no matter what form it takes, it's a form of kindness.
MEIKO
It's also important to consider how the other person will take it too, of course.
Honami
Different ways of expressing kindness...
MEIKO
How do you want to present your kindness to your classmates?
Honami
I...
Honami
The best way to express my kindness right now is...
Honami
...
MEIKO
Hehe, that's a much better expression for you.
Honami
Thank you, MEIKO.
Honami
Somewhere inside, I've always thought that respecting others' preferences was the only thing I needed to do.
Honami
To me, as long as I always went along with what they wanted and made them feel happy, that was kindness.
Honami
But that means I haven't changed at all.
Honami
So I'm going to think about it again.
Honami
About the best way to express my kindness.
MEIKO
Okay, good.
I know you'll find the answer.
I know you'll find the answer.
MEIKO
Now, how about we switch gears and get some drum practice in?
Honami
Yes, thank you!
The next morning
Miyamasuzaka Girls Academy - Courtyard
Honami
The best way to express my kindness right now is...
Honami
I don't know if this will actually work but...
Honami
I... I want to keep moving forward!
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