Kanade's Room
Mizuki
<It's so quiet without Enanan here...>
Kanade
<It is...>
Mizuki
<Is she really gonna be okay...?>
Mafuyu
<...>
Kanade
<Oh...!>
Mizuki
<Huh? Whoa!
Miku, what's up?!>
Miku, what's up?!>
Miku
<Please come to SEKAI...>
Mafuyu
<Huh?>
Mizuki
<Does that mean... Enanan?!>
Kanade
<...!>
Empty SEKAI
Kanade
Ena...
Mizuki
Ena! Are you okay?!
Ena
I am. I'm sorry for making you worry so much...
Ena
And thank you for the song, Kanade...
Kanade
You're welcome. I was hoping you'd hear it...
Mizuki
Kanade made that song just for you, Ena. She just knocked the melody and stuff out crazy fast by getting into the zone or something!
Kanade
I needed her to hear it as soon as possible so...
Ena
I see...
Ena
Your songs really are nice and gentle...
Ena
It felt so warm and made my heart sink a little, but I immediately got that you wanted to get those feelings across...
Kanade
I'm glad...
Kanade
I want you to draw something for this song, Ena...
Kanade
I want to see how you visualize it and what you'll make...
Ena
...
Ena
I... I want to draw too...
Ena
But I'm scared...
Kanade
Scared...?
Ena
No matter how much I draw, no one recognizes my art. It didn't feel like I was doing anything at all...
Ena
I thought that my art was being appreciated since they were a part of these songs but...
Ena
In the end, no one acknowledges my art unless it has music attached to it. No one cares unless I say that I'm the artist for N25...
Kanade
I didn't realize...
Ena
My father even told me a while back that I don't have any talent...
Ena
I was so frustrated by that and I kept on drawing to prove him wrong...
Ena
But it's just like he said. I really don't have any talent. I really won't get any recognition...
Ena
And if that's the case, then there's no point in me drawing anymore...
Ena
No, that's not true...
Ena
But I hate myself for thinking that.
Ena
I hate the part of me that can't draw unless they get some sort of attention...!
Mizuki
Ena...
Mizuki
You say that you don't have any talent, Ena, but I don't think so...
Ena
I don't need your pity...
Mizuki
That's not what this is! Your dad or these others may not acknowledge your art, but at the very least, I like what you draw.
Ena
...
Kanade
I agree...
Kanade
And I don't believe that you're the kind of person that needs recognition in order to draw, Ena.
Ena
Huh?
Kanade
That's why I was drawn to your art.
That's why I asked you to join N25...
That's why I asked you to join N25...
Kanade
If you need acknowledgement from someone, then I'll do just that.
Kanade
N25 needs you, Ena. It needs your art.
Mizuki
Yeah! We're the ones that really appreciate you as an artist!
Mizuki
Right, Mafuyu?
Mafuyu
...
Mafuyu
Is there something wrong with wanting to be appreciated?
Ena
Huh?
Mizuki
M-Mafuyu...?!
Mafuyu
Why do you hate the part of you that wants attention?
Ena
Because...
Mafuyu
If no one acknowledges or recognizes you now, just keep drawing until someone does.
Mafuyu
We have to keep creating what we do anyway so...
Ena
...
Ena
Why do you make it sound so easy?
Ena
But yeah.
You're right.
You're right.
Ena
Sigh...
My head was a complete mess, huh?
My head was a complete mess, huh?
Ena
I'll try drawing something. I don't know if it'll be any good, but I'll try.
Kanade
Ena...!
Ena's Room
Ena
Sigh...
Wow, my room's a mess.
Wow, my room's a mess.
Ena
I'd like to draw now, but cleaning up might have to come first.
Ena
And getting my paint cleaned and sorted is gonna be such a pain. Everything else is all over the place too.
Ena
Well, I can start by getting them back on the shelf and...
Ena
Huh? This is... My old sketch book?
Ena
I haven't seen this in ages. It's from back in elementary school.
Ena
Wow, I used to be terrible. I guess I just learned to wet wash, but the paper is all bent out of shape now.
Ena
And this was when I decided to become an artist...
Ena
(But now... I'm different from that girl with her head in the clouds.)
Ena
Hey, little me... Is it really okay for me to keep drawing like this?
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