A few hours later
Shizuku's Room

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Oikawa

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You wouldn't believe how dazzling she was back then. She was just like Hagiyama. No, even more brilliant...
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Shizuku

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(Mr. Oikawa said I used to have a dazzling aura when I was still with Cheerful * Days...)
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Shizuku

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(It's why he asked me to audition.)
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Shizuku

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(And yet, I haven't been able to live up to his expectations...)
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Shizuku

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(If things continue like this, then in the worst case scenario, I might get dropped from the commercial entirely.)
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Shizuku

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(I have to stop that from happening.)
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Shizuku

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(But is it even possible for me to regain the aura I once had...?)
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Shizuku

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How would I go about doing that...?
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Shizuku

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I know...

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Shizuku

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(I might be able to learn something by watching videos of myself from back then.)
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Shizuku

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There should be some of me practicing on my own saved to my tablet—
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???

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<Shizuku!>
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Shizuku

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Eep!

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Shizuku

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Oh, Miku, it's you...
What brings you here all of a sudden?
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Miku

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<I'm sorry if I startled you!
But I came to ask about your fitting session, since you said it was today.>

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Miku

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<That Hagiyama girl was also there, right?
So, how did everything go?>
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Shizuku

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Oh, so...
I'd say it went well, since I had a chance to hear about her thought process and resolve.
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Shizuku

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Also...
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Shizuku

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I learned something else.
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Miku

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<...?>
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Miku

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<I see...
And this Mr. Oikawa really said that...?>

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Shizuku

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Yes.
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Shizuku

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Which is why I was thinking about watching some videos of myself, to discover the truth behind what that “aura” of mine was.
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Miku

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<I see...>
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Miku

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<In that case, Shizuku, would it be alright if we watched together?>
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Miku

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<Not only should having an extra set of eyes help you solve this problem, I'd like to learn more about the old you.>
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Shizuku

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Miku...
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Shizuku

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Thank you.
Then, let's watch together, shall we?
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Miku

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<Okay!>
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Shizuku

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I'll try playing it now.
Pressing this button should turn the power on...
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Shizuku

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Huh? It isn't lighting up for some reason...
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Miku

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<Oh...
Could its battery have run out?>
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Shizuku

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Yes, you might be right!
Let's see... The charger for it should be...

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Shizuku

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Thank you for being so patient, Miku.
I should be able to play it now.
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Miku

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<Great...!>

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Miku

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<Is this you doing dance practice?>
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Shizuku

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Yes.
I think I took it to make sure my form looked okay.
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Shizuku

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This really takes me back...
This was the first song I learned after becoming the lead.

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Miku

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<Really...?!>
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Miku

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<Hehe. It's obvious that you're trying your very best.>
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Miku

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<Oh, but...>
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Miku

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<You also seem a little worried.>
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Shizuku

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Yes, you're right...
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Shizuku

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Back then, I wasn't sure if I'd do a good job as the lead. I'm sure that worry showed clearly on my face.
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Miku

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<Right...
That reminds me of what you said about having to struggle for a little while.>
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Shizuku

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Yes, because I felt that I didn't have the skills or mindset the role demanded of me.
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Shizuku

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I feel so embarrassed looking back now...
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Shizuku

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I'm struggling to keep up with the song, and every motion I take looks so unrefined...
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Miku

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<Yes, I can see why the current you would feel that way.>
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Miku

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<But I'm seeing more than just that.>
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Shizuku

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Huh?
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Shizuku

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<No...
This isn't good enough...>
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Shizuku

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<I know I can do much better...>
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Shizuku

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<I have to...!!>
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Shizuku

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(Oh...)
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Shizuku

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Just now, for a second there...
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Shizuku

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I didn't recognize myself.
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Miku

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<Yes, but...>
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Miku

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<This girl is also you, Shizuku.>

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Shizuku

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What...?
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Miku

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<Tell me, Shizuku.
What was going through your mind during this practice?>
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Shizuku

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During this one? Umm...
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Shizuku

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I felt that I had to absolutely shine when I performed this dance...
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Shizuku

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I kept telling myself that I had to succeed no matter what.
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Miku

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<Ah, I had a feeling.>
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Miku

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<Looking at your eyes here, Shizuku, I can tell that there's strong resolve at work here.>
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Shizuku

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Strong resolve...?
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Shizuku

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Oh...
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Shizuku

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(She's right...)
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Shizuku

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(Back then, I was much more...)
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Shizuku

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Thank you, Miku...
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Shizuku

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This conversation has helped remind me of how I really felt back then.
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Shizuku

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Back then, I was constantly worried about how I'd actually do as the lead. But...
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Shizuku

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It's also why I was so desperate.

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Shizuku

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*Sigh*

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Manager

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Shizuku, you have to get to your next appointment. How are you feeling? Good...?
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Shizuku

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Oh, yes... It's that magazine interview, correct?
I've made sure to memorize all the answers to their questions, so I should be more than ready for it.
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Manager

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Okay, but... In the event that they do decide to throw you a curveball, Arisa will be there to help. So, feel free to ask for assistance whenever.
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Shizuku

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Okay...

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Shizuku

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(This isn't good...)
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Shizuku

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(The lead is supposed to be a group's central pillar.)
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Shizuku

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(But I'm always making everyone worry...
I'm always having to ask for their help...)
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Shizuku

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(Doesn't that mean I'm not really cut out for...?)
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???

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Oh!
Hi, Shizuku!
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Shizuku

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Huh? Oh...

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???

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Good morning, Shizuku!
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Shizuku

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Hang on...
You're all going to be joining Cheerful * Days soon, yes? The others told me the news.
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Junior Idol

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Yes!
Starting next month, we'll be joining you for lessons!
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Junior Idol

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A-And...
I'm so happy about getting to join Cheerful * Days...!
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Shizuku

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Huh?
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Junior Idol

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Cheerful * Days is the reason I love idols so much...! I've been doing everything I can in order to become an amazing performer like you and the others!

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Junior Idol

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We look forward to working with you, and we promise to do our very best in order to not let you all down!
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Shizuku

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Yes, I look forward to working with all of you as well.
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Shizuku

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(Their eyes are so beautiful...)
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Shizuku

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(They look so honest and pure...
I can tell that they've worked very hard to get here...)
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Shizuku

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(Which means...)
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Shizuku

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(I'm the lead now, so I'm responsible for these girls' futures.)
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Shizuku

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(I can't show any weakness in front of them.)
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Shizuku

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(As terrifying it is that I'm responsible for this group's future...)
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Shizuku

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(I have to keep practicing. Regardless of how scared I am.)
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Shizuku

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(I have to keep finding ways to improve...!)
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Shizuku

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(I have to lead Cheerful * Days to the top and clear a path towards a bright future for us all!)
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Miku

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<That really happened...?>
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Shizuku

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Yes. Between my responsibilities and the quality which was expected of me, I ended up struggling quite a lot...
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Shizuku

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But that pressure and the expectations placed on me also pushed me to become better.
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Miku

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<Which would explain why you're shining so much in this video...>
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Shizuku

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Yes...
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Shizuku

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I've been coddling myself since joining MORE MORE JUMP!

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Miku

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<What?>
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Shizuku

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The others, as well as our fans, have accepted me for “who I really am”.
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Shizuku

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I'm standing here now because of their kindness. But if you look at the other side of that coin...
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Shizuku

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You'll see a person who thinks she doesn't need to work hard on her own. Because those around her have told her that it's okay to lean on your friends...
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Shizuku

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I've become so accustomed to this new environment that I've allowed myself to become soft.
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Shizuku

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It's no wonder that Mr. Oikawa thinks I've lost my aura...
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Shizuku

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I don't have to lead our group.
I don't feel compelled to shine brighter than my peers. I don't have that strong resolve anymore.
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Miku

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<Shizuku...>
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Miku

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<But if you know all this now, then there's only one thing left to do!>
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Shizuku

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Yes, that's right.
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Shizuku

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I have to regain what I had before—
No, I need to face this job with even greater resolve than that.
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Shizuku

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It's my turn to lead MORE MORE JUMP!
I have to make the commitment to become better than ever, no matter what.
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Shizuku

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I'm going to shine brighter than everyone else, and blow Mr. Oikawa and the others away...
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Shizuku

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I will succeed...!
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Shizuku

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Thank you for your help, Miku.
I know exactly what I need to do now.
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Miku

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<That's great to hear!>
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Miku

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<I'll be looking forward to seeing your commercial, Shizuku!>
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Shizuku

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Thank you!
Next Chapter: Echoes of the Past