A few days later
Art class
Yukihira
You'll be drawing flowers today.
Do not forget about depth and texture as you work...
Do not forget about depth and texture as you work...
Yukihira
This won't do. The colors you've chosen for this motif aren't doing their job. It's as if your small brush strokes are making everything blend together into a single substance.
Student
I see...
Junior High School Ena
So it's better to lay down colors in a way that makes each of them stand out...
Yukihira
Start over. See, feel and draw.
Sense it with your entire body.
Sense it with your entire body.
Junior High School Ena
See and feel...?
After class
???
Wow...! Ena, yours is so amazing...!
I can learn a lot from the way you used values.
I can learn a lot from the way you used values.
Junior High School Ena
Hehe. Isn't it?
How does yours look, Futaba?
How does yours look, Futaba?
Futaba
Nowhere near as good as yours.
We started attending this class at the same time, but you've made so much more progress than me...
We started attending this class at the same time, but you've made so much more progress than me...
Junior High School Ena
I wouldn't worry about that too much.
Yeah, you need to have talent to draw, but you still have to work hard to actually see improvement.
Yeah, you need to have talent to draw, but you still have to work hard to actually see improvement.
Futaba
Hehe. You're right!
Futaba
Speaking of which, entrance exams are coming up. Do you know where you want to go, Ena...?
Junior High School Ena
Yup! I'm gonna go to a high school that'll really let me focus on my art.
Junior High School Ena
I still haven't picked where, but I'm planning on asking my dad more about that.
Futaba
That's right, you can ask him directly...
I should start thinking about those things too if I'm going to take art seriously.
I should start thinking about those things too if I'm going to take art seriously.
Junior High School Ena
Yeah, I'd also recommend that.
You only live once, so you should go through life doing what you love.
You only live once, so you should go through life doing what you love.
A few days later
Shinonome Household - Living Room
Junior High School Ena
Hey, Dad.
Junior High School Ena
I want to go to a school with a fine arts program but can't decide between these two. They both sound really great but...
Father
Fine arts?
Junior High School Ena
Yeah. I want to be an artist so...
Junior High School Ena
I thought I should learn as much as I can right now...
Father
I wouldn't bother.
Junior High School Ena
Huh?
Father
You don't have the talent to become an artist.
Junior High School Ena
Wh-What are you saying?!
You're joking, right?
That's not funny, you know?
You're joking, right?
That's not funny, you know?
Father
I'm not joking.
You don't have any talent.
You don't have any talent.
Junior High School Ena
But there's no way that's true. I've been drawing since I was little and even got special prizes in middle school for my art...
Father
Yes, I know. But there are countless others hoping to do the same thing.
Father
Unless you can win the grand prize at a big contest, then no one will recognize you.
Junior High School Ena
Why...?
Junior High School Ena
Why are you saying this now?
You never did until this point.
You never did until this point.
Junior High School Ena
I'm serious about this, but you just...!
Father
Ena...
Father
You won't be able to become the kind of artist you're envisioning.
Father
If you had talent with the resolve to match, then things may be different...
Junior High School Ena
Wh-What do you mean...?
Junior High School Ena
Was everything I did until now just a complete waste of time?!
Junior High School Ena
I don't have any talent, so it doesn't matter how hard I work?!
Father
Yes...
The world I live in works just as you say.
The world I live in works just as you say.
Father
No doors will open for you as you are now.
Junior High School Ena
...!
Junior High School Ena
You have no right to decide that...!
Junior High School Ena
It's my future, so stay out of it!!
The next day
Futaba
That's strange...
Where's Ena? It's almost time for class. Did something happen to her...?
Where's Ena? It's almost time for class. Did something happen to her...?
Futaba
Ena, there you are! Huh...?
Junior High School Ena
(I don't have any talent...?)
Junior High School Ena
(No, that's not possible.
I've been drawing for as long as I can remember... Mr. Yukihira even praised my drawing...)
I've been drawing for as long as I can remember... Mr. Yukihira even praised my drawing...)
Yukihira
Thank you for your patience.
Starting today, we'll have some students visiting our class, so please join me in welcoming them.
Starting today, we'll have some students visiting our class, so please join me in welcoming them.
Junior High School Ena
(I have talent... I know I do...!)
Yukihira
I'll start looking at what you've drawn.
Starting with this one.
Starting with this one.
Junior High School Ena
Yes, please!
Junior High School Ena
(I feel like this one turned out well...
I'm sure Mr. Yukihira will...)
I'm sure Mr. Yukihira will...)
Yukihira
Ah, a trail through a forest.
Hmm...
Hmm...
Junior High School Ena
...
Yukihira
My eyes are confused...
The viewer's eyes aren't being drawn towards the trees in the back as they should.
The viewer's eyes aren't being drawn towards the trees in the back as they should.
Yukihira
A zero for composition.
Junior High School Ena
What...?
Junior High School Ena
B-But you praised my composition last time... I made sure to include the same nuances from that drawing in this one!
Junior High School Ena
On top of that, I feel like this is drawn better overall...!
Yukihira
That was then, this is now. You're comparing apples to oranges. Unless you learn to understand that, your layout process will continue to suffer.
Yukihira
You're patting yourself on the back after receiving one positive comment. You should instead be finding other ways to improve your drawing techniques, no?
Junior High School Ena
I... I know that...! But...!
Yukihira
Yes, I see. I have no other choice but to be more direct with you.
Yukihira
Shinonome, you're blowing your own skills out of proportion.
Junior High School Ena
...!!
Yukihira
If praise is all that you seek, then there is no point in you coming to this class.
Yukihira
Shinonome, as it stands, your current mindset will only hinder you from growing further as an artist.
Junior High School Ena
Wh-What...?
Junior High School Ena
(No... What is this...? Why's everyone so quiet...?)
Futaba
E-Ena...
Yukihira
Anyway, who's next?
Yukihira
The point of focus for this is too ambiguous. You may benefit from drawing in a way that allows the viewer to see the entire picture even when they're squinting. However...
Yukihira
Overall, this is drawn rather well.
Junior High School Ena
...!
Junior High School Ena
(He praised them...?
Why? He never praises anyone...)
Why? He never praises anyone...)
Junior High School Ena
(Is it because other students are visiting...?)
Yukihira
Next... Ah, Natsuno.
Futaba
Y-Yes!
Yukihira
Hmm...
Futaba
...
Yukihira
Well done...
You've done a marvelous job illustrating how the apple warps when seen through glass.
You've done a marvelous job illustrating how the apple warps when seen through glass.
Yukihira
You even improved upon your use of depth as I mentioned last time. This piece has much more breadth to it.
Futaba
...!
Futaba
Thank you very much!!
Junior High School Ena
Oh...
Junior High School Ena
(He isn't just praising everyone willy-nilly...)
Junior High School Ena
(That last piece, and Futaba's... They're so good... The way they're designed, their use of color... They're so much better than me...)
Junior High School Ena
(While my drawing... It's so...)
Junior High School Ena
(This means I really...)
A few days later
Junior High School Ena
...
Yukihira
For our final free theme, you'll be drawing... “Yourselves.” Please draw using whatever you like.
Junior High School Ena
(“Ourselves”...?)
Junior High School Ena
(Ourselves... Me? Like, “Who am I?”)
Junior High School Ena
(I'm the daughter of an artist... I've been drawing for as long as I can remember and others have always praised my work...)
Yukihira
Shinonome, as it stands, your current mindset will only hinder you from growing further as an artist.
Father
You don't have the talent to become an artist.
Junior High School Ena
(I...)
Yukihira
Let's start looking at what you've drawn.
Junior High School Ena
(I couldn't do anything...)
Junior High School Ena
(Was Futaba always this good...?
Her drawing feels so powerful and alive...)
Her drawing feels so powerful and alive...)
Junior High School Ena
(When did she learn to draw like this...?)
Junior High School Ena
(No, it's me... I just wasn't looking...
It's not just Futaba either. It's as if everybody here is...)
It's not just Futaba either. It's as if everybody here is...)
Yukihira
First... Ah, Shinonome, this must be yours.
Junior High School Ena
(No, please...)
Junior High School Ena
(Don't look at it.)
Junior High School Ena
(Even if you say that I don't have any talent... That I shouldn't bother... I...)
Yukihira
I...
Yukihira
I have nothing to say to you, Shinonome...
Junior High School Ena
Oh...
Futaba
Ena? Ena...?
Futaba
Ena, are you okay...?
Junior High School Ena
Huh? Yes...?
Futaba
We're all done...
Junior High School Ena
Oh, okay...
Sorry, I think I spaced out.
Sorry, I think I spaced out.
Junior High School Ena
I'll be going home now...
Futaba
W-Wait! Ena!
Yukihira
...
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