Ena's Room

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Ena

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(That was the last time I went to that class...)
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Ena

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(Mom got so mad at me after she found out that I quit without really saying anything.)

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Yukihira

I have nothing to say to you, Shinonome...
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Ena

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Ena

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(No, I'm not his student anymore.
Anyway, that reference book should be around here somewhere...)

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Ena

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Oh, here it is...
How long's it been? I remember going through this so many times in the past.
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Ena

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Huh...?
A postcard...?
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Ena

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(“Yukihira Art Studio - Special Spring Workshop”...)
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“You're always welcome to join us, Shinonome.”
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Ena

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Oh...
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Ena

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Right. I was sent this after I quit.
But only this one notice.
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Ena

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The way I quit kinda made me want to never go back again...
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Ena

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(His spring workshop... It's already that time of year, huh?)
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Ena

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(I might be able to find a way to get better if I go back...)
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Ena

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(Despite everything I've said about him, Mr. Yukihira's a great teacher. I mean, many of his students got into Tokyo Art University...)
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Ena

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(Still...)

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Ena

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(Everyone else will have improved leaps and bounds by now. So much so that I'd stick out like a sore thumb...)
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Ena

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(After I quit, everyone started giving me these looks...)
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Ena

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...
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Ena

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(Ugh... Just thinking about it makes me sick...)
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Ena

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Ena

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(I know I should go...
I stand to learn so much...)
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Ena

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But it'd make me seem so desperate...
The next day

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Ena

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*Sigh*
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Ena

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(I need to wrap up my rough draft soon... I've made the others wait long enough as it is...)
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Ena

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(But if I try doing that now...)
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Ena

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Ena

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(No, this isn't it...
It's like I'm getting further and further away from the image in my head...)
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Ena

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I need a break...

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Mizuki

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<Hey, Enanan! You there?>

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Ena

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Oh...
<Yeah, what is it?>
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Mizuki

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<How's your sketch going?
Still stuck?>
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Ena

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<Yeah...
I can't figure out what to do.>
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Mizuki

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<...?>
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Mizuki

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<Did something happen, Enanan?>
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Ena

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<Huh? Wh-Why do you ask?>
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Mizuki

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<I mean, we've been through this before. You sound really unhappy, so I'm worried that something bad happened to you.>
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Ena

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<Well...>
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Mizuki

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<But...
If you're not up to it, you don't have to tell me.>
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Mizuki

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<Especially since you're doing the same for me.>
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Mizuki

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<At the same time, I'm sure you'll feel better if you talk about it, so just let me know when you feel you're ready!>
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Ena

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<Mizuki...>

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Ena

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(Mizuki's right...)
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Ena

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(I said that I'd wait and be there to listen. It wouldn't make sense for me to clam up and not reciprocate that.)
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Ena

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(Alright...)
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Ena

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<You really won't mind hearing this...?>
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Mizuki

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<Nope! Lay it on me...!>
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Mizuki

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<Wait, you think you're not good enough...?>
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Ena

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<Yeah. At least, that's what I've been feeling lately.>
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Ena

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<K and Yuki keep finding new ways to express what they're feeling, while I'm having trouble keeping up with them...>
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Mizuki

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<Enanan...>
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Ena

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<At this rate, I feel like I'm not going to be able to properly illustrate their music...>
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Ena

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<A part of me is even saying that I should relearn everything from scratch...>
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Mizuki

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<Hmm...
I think you're being way too hard on yourself.>
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Mizuki

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<All of us, including me, really like what you draw, Enanan.>
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Ena

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<...>
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Ena

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<Thanks...
But I don't want to drag N25 down in any way. I want to do everything I can to prevent that.>
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Ena

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<Which is how I ended up reminiscing about this art class I used to attend...>
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Ena

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<It's run by this really amazing teacher, so I can still probably learn a lot by going... But I'm not sure I ever liked being there.>
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Ena

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<On top of that, I'd only get shown up by everyone else there since I stopped going for two years...>
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Mizuki

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<...>
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Ena

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<And yet, I don't want things to continue like this...>
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Mizuki

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<I see...>
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Mizuki

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<Getting yourself to face the issue is never easy, isn't it?>
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Mizuki

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<Just thinking about it makes your head hurt and want to give up.>
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Ena

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<Haha. Yeah, that.
It saps all your energy and you end up having to take so many breaks just to keep going...>
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Ena

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<The story of my life.>
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Mizuki

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<...>
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Mizuki

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<Still, I can't believe you used to attend an actual art class...!>

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Ena

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<Huh? What's that supposed to mean?>
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Mizuki

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<Haha. Sorry, I have a hard time imagining you learning to draw while sitting in class, you know? How long were you there?>
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Ena

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<I started when I was in second grade and quit during my third year of junior high. I used to go every week too.>
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Ena

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<The teacher's a friend of my dad, and I was invited to join his class after being blown away by one of his pieces at this exhibit he held...>
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Mizuki

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<Really? So you learned to draw and paint from your dad's friend?>
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Ena

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<Yeah, but his class was always so tense since he sort of doesn't hold back when reviewing our work.>
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Ena

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<I started by learning how to sketch, then moved on to watercolor and oil painting. Oh, I learned to use clay a little too.>
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Mizuki

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<Clay? In a drawing class?>
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Ena

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<It's to get a better grasp of all three dimensions. Some students even went on to learn how to do sculptures and reliefs because of that.>
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Mizuki

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<Whoa, that sounds fun!
I wanna give that a try too.>
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Mizuki

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<What kind of stuff did you draw back then, Enanan? Anything similar to what you're drawing for N25?>
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Ena

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<What did I draw back then...?
A lot of different things. I can't really reduce it down to one genre or anything...>
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Ena

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<I also used to draw inspiration from some songs I heard even before I was aware of K or her music.>
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Ena

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<Whenever I sat down to really think about what a song's talking about, I always felt that I could produce something really good...>
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Mizuki

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<I totally get what you mean.
I usually do the same thing when I'm making music videos for N25.>
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Ena

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<Yeah, it's like N25's become a good creative output for us...>
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Ena

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<Oh, I also remember putting together a scrapbook of “all my favorite things”...>
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Mizuki

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<Hey, I've made one before too!
Cutting out stuff from my favorite magazines and movie flyers was so much fun!>
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Mizuki

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<What did you do for yours, Enanan?>
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Ena

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<Me? Um...
I had flyers from these art exhibits I really liked and tried drawing some buildings that looked interesting...>
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Ena

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<Magazines too.
Oh, I even tried drawing some of the cover art that caught my eye from Akito's CDs...>
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Ena

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<Cosmetics too. I still remember being really irked by how my teacher said, “Very typical of you, Shinonome.” It's not like I ever put on that much makeup...>
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Mizuki

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<I kinda get what he meant by that.
Anyway, what did you guys do after you made your scrapbooks?>
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Ena

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<Those were just ways of examining our personalities as opposed to a preamble for anything else. Wait, you've gotta hear what my teacher said about what I drew after that...>
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Mizuki

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<Hehe...>
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Ena

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<Hey, why are you laughing?>
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Mizuki

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<Sorry! It's just... You sound like you're having fun talking about all this.>
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Ena

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<I do...?>
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Mizuki

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<Yeah. You said that you weren't sure you ever liked going there, but you got to do all these things that you'd never get to do in school.>
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Ena

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<Okay, you're not wrong about that...>

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Ena

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(Oh...)
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Ena

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(I guess there were some fun moments along the way.)

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Ena

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<...>
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Mizuki

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<Earth to Enanan! You there? Why'd you clam up all of a sudden?>
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Ena

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<Oh, sorry. It's nothing.>
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Ena

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(What's going on...?
It's like I'm not bothered by what I experienced back then.)
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Ena

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...
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Ena

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(I haven't touched clay, my scrapbook or done any real sketches in so long... I don't want to feel that pain again, but...)
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Ena

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<Mizuki...>
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Mizuki

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<Yeah?>
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Ena

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<Thanks...>
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Mizuki

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<Don't mention it. That's what friends are for, right?>