Ena's Room
Rin
(Well, I'm here...)
Rin
(There's definitely a chance that she's gonna call me a worrywart or something for surprising her like this...)
Rin
<Oh...>
Rin
<Ena?>
Ena
No...
This isn't it at all...
This isn't it at all...
Ena
More colors...
No, this part needs to be darker...
No, this part needs to be darker...
Ena
Ugh... It looks like a mess...
Now I have to redraw it...
Now I have to redraw it...
Rin
(Ena... She's in so much pain...)
Rin
(What do I do...?)
Rin
(Isn't there anything I can do for her...?)
Rin
<♪————>
Ena
Huh...?
Ena
Rin...?
Rin
(Thank goodness...
She seems a little better now.)
She seems a little better now.)
Rin
<Are you okay, Ena...?>
Ena
...
Ena
No... I don't think so...
Ena
Nothing's working. I keep drawing and drawing, but it looks all wrong...
Rin
<...>
Ena
I have to get better to keep up with the rest of N25. I have to catch up to them...
Ena
But it hurts so much...
Ena
I know that I have to keep drawing, but every time I do, I become so overwhelmed with pain that my mind goes blank...
Rin
<Ena...>
Ena
Huh? A message...?
From who...?
From who...?
Mizuki's Message
<Enanan, would it be possible for us to talk?>
Ena
...
Rin
<They're all worried about you.
They want to help...>
They want to help...>
Ena
Okay...
Thanks, Rin.
Thanks, Rin.
Empty SEKAI
Ena
Sorry for making you wait, Mizuki...
Ena
Kanade? Mafuyu? You're here too?
Kanade
Yes, after much discussion.
Mizuki
We didn't realize Rin was with you.
Rin
Also after much discussion...
Ena
More importantly, I'm so sorry.
I keep getting stuck after promising to get this thing done...
I keep getting stuck after promising to get this thing done...
Kanade
That's okay.
We know that you're trying your best, Ena.
We know that you're trying your best, Ena.
Kanade
Also... Sorry, but we had Mizuki tell us more about the art class you've been attending.
Ena
Oh...
Ena
...
Kanade
I feel awful for not realizing that you think you need to get better to catch up to us...
Ena
It's not your fault, Kanade.
It's my fault for not being a better illustrator...
It's my fault for not being a better illustrator...
Ena
It's like all that time I was gone has come back to haunt me.
Ena
Everyone else seems to know exactly how to draw what they want to draw...
Ena
While I'm so far behind that I'm struggling to do even the most basic things...
Ena
My mind's telling me to just keep drawing and doing whatever I can to get better.
Ena
But my body can't handle it...
Every time I go, I start shaking because I'm so scared of going to that class.
Every time I go, I start shaking because I'm so scared of going to that class.
Ena
I can't do what the others can do and I know I'm never going to receive positive criticism. More than anything, I can't forgive myself for letting this all happen...
Ena
I keep asking myself, “Why did I run away that time...?”
Rin
Ena...
Ena
But I want to keep drawing...
I want to prevent being left behind by N25 at all costs...
I want to prevent being left behind by N25 at all costs...
Ena
At least, that's what my mind's telling me.
Kanade
...
Kanade
I don't think you were running away from anything, Ena.
Ena
Huh...?
Kanade
It may be true that drawing illustrations for N25 won't necessarily give you opportunities to learn anything new or improve your skills.
Kanade
But in my opinion, your art has improved compared to when we first met. It's clear that you're always looking for the best way to illustrate the music Mafuyu and I make.
Ena
...
Mizuki
I've recently been catching myself thinking just how much I like what you draw, Ena. You have this way of conveying so many different feelings all at once.
Ena
But feelings aren't enough.
Those alone won't get me anywhere...
Those alone won't get me anywhere...
Ena
At this rate, if I stop growing as an artist...
Mafuyu
...
Mafuyu
I don't know if you've grown as an artist...
Mafuyu
But I remember being confused by your old illustrations in terms of what you were trying to express because of how you used odd colors and bent lines.
Ena
What? FYI, that was all on purpose...!
Ena
(But in retrospect...
I guess I could've done better to get my message across.)
I guess I could've done better to get my message across.)
Mafuyu
But now, things seem a little different.
Ena
Huh...?
Mafuyu
I'm still confused sometimes, but I understand your art better than before.
Ena
...
Kanade
Ena...
Kanade
I know this is a lot to process...
But I don't want you to think that these past two years were a complete waste.
But I don't want you to think that these past two years were a complete waste.
Kanade
Your illustrations have helped us so much. They've helped N25 so much.
Ena
Kanade...
Ena
(During these past two years, I...)
Ena
(I found N25 and decided to give art another try.)
Ena
(After that... We met for the first time in SEKAI, I did terribly in that contest and became almost incurably depressed...)
Ena
(But I realized that I want to keep drawing for N25...)
Ena
...
Mizuki
Ena, you gotta see this.
All of N25's videos!
All of N25's videos!
Ena
Huh?
Mizuki
I mean, look. We're up to this many now because Kanade keeps churning out new songs.
Kanade
Sorry. I can't help myself since I'm still determined to compose a song that can save people...
Mafuyu
Why are you apologizing?
I need you to keep composing for the foreseeable future.
I need you to keep composing for the foreseeable future.
Kanade
Right...
Ena
Whoa, talk about a blast from the past...
Mizuki
I really like what you drew for some of our old stuff! It's kinda rough, but it gives it that sort of edge, you know?
Mizuki
Oh, this one too!
Remember how you had some trouble coming up with ideas and we ended up making it together?
Remember how you had some trouble coming up with ideas and we ended up making it together?
Ena
Yeah, I redrew it so many times because I didn't know which motifs to go with and it took forever to finish.
Rin
...
Rin
I like this one.
Ena
Huh? This one...? We uploaded it just the other day, didn't we?
Rin
Yeah. As much as I like your old illustrations, I like your recent ones more. Your weird choice of colors is like an expression of who you are, Ena.
Ena
Is that supposed to be a compliment?
Rin
Yes.
Ena
Huh?
Rin
I don't know much about art...
Rin
But if you really felt like running away, I doubt you would've drawn all these things.
Ena
Oh...
Ena
I...
Ena
(Is she right?)
Ena
(I don't know... No, I ran away for two years... That's just the cold, hard truth...)
Ena
(But...)
Ena
(I really drew all these...)
Ena
(Together... With N25...)
Ena
...
Ena
Thanks, all of you...
Ena
I feel like trying a little bit more now...
Rin
...!
Rin
Okay.
Good luck, Ena.
Good luck, Ena.
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