Saki's Room
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Saki
But what kind of song would resonate the most with the crowd at that live house...?
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Saki
Hmm...
Everyone there seemed totally different from what we're used to...
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Saki
(And Shiho said how they were all really calm before the show started instead of being all amped up or excited.)
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Saki
What if I tried a quick search on PicShare? Maybe that'll give me a clue as to what they're like...
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Saki
Let's see... I'll try typing the name of that live house into the search bar...
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Saki
Hey, I got a ton of hits!
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Saki
And everyone's posted comments on their profile page about the shows they've seen and songs they've heard.
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Comment
<I felt really lonely for a few months after moving to Tokyo since I didn't know anybody here, but this venue helped cheer me. All the bands here that play music that really hits home with me.>
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Comment
<I was so bored spending another day home alone, but I felt much better after seeing a show here.>
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Saki
Wait, they're all sort of saying the same thing. Is this a place for people to go if they're feeling lonely...?
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Saki
If that's the case, it's no wonder my song didn't really work for them...
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Saki
I mean, if I was feeling down and out, I wouldn't want someone blasting something that's upbeat and really in my face.
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Saki
So, I should try writing something that someone in their shoes would want to hear...?
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Saki
How should I reach out to them?
By saying, “You're not alone”...?
Or getting a better understanding of their loneliness...
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Saki
Hmm...
Understanding their loneliness...
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Saki
That reminds me of when...
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Saki
Yeah, we engaged with their situation when we wrote that song for them.
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Saki
Them having to part ways was sad, but we wanted them to know that they'd be smiling again down the road.
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Saki
I mean, that's what we genuinely believed. It was our way of showing them our support. We wanted to let them know that we'd be there watching over them...
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Saki
Oh...
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Saki
That's the only song that Saku seemed sort of okay with...
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Saki
What if that wasn't because we wrote it for someone specific...
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Saki
What if it's because we really made an effort to understand their loneliness...?
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Saki
That might be it...
Saku's songs also had the same feel.
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Saki
Like when you're all alone on a cold day but feel this warmth after holding hands with someone...
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Saki
Yeah. That must be why everyone was so moved by Saku's songs...
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Saki
Which means...
I should try to write a song that says, “I know you're lonely”...!
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Saki
Okay, I think I have a clear picture now! Let's give it a try!
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Saki
The song we wrote for Hanano and her brother was about their loneliness after having to go their separate ways...
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Saki
So, I'll try expressing that in a different way this time. I can try exploring what it's like when someone's all alone...
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Saki
All alone...
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Nurse
Don't worry, Saki.
I'll be right by your side tomorrow.
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Junior High School Saki
Okay...
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Junior High School Saki
(Another test tomorrow...)
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Junior High School Saki
(I have to do a few every month... But I really wish they'd stop since it always hurts...)
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Junior High School Student A
Haha!
The teacher was so funny that time!
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Junior High School Saki
Oh...
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Junior High School Saki
(It's the kids from the school nearby...)
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Junior High School Student A
Also, I can't wait for the school trip.
We should try sneaking out at night or something!
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Junior High School Student B
But we'll get in big trouble if the teachers catch us.
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Junior High School Student C
We won't get caught as long as we're quiet. We can grab some ice cream and hang out together!
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Junior High School Saki
They look my age...
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Junior High School Saki
The school trip.
I wish I could go... With Ichi and everyone...
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Junior High School Saki
(When's the last time I actually got to hang out with them...?)
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Junior High School Saki
(I wanna chat more and go on trips with them...)
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Junior High School Student A
Let's have lots of fun and create a lot of memories together!
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Junior High School Student B & C
Yeah!
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Junior High School Saki
No fair...
They look like they're having so much fun...
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Saki
Yeah... Things weren't easy then...
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Saki
As much as I wanted to be with everyone else, I couldn't...
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Saki
Alright, I'll try to reach out to them by expressing how I felt back then...!
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Saki
So, here we go!
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Saki
The first verse can be about feeling lonely... I can try giving the chorus an uplifting sound, and the third verse will be like...
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Saki
...
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Saki
Hm...?
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Saki
I thought I had a clear idea as to what to do... But at this rate, the finished product might not be very good...
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Saki
It feels... Superficial?
Why is that?
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Saki
I'll keep trying a little more...!
The next day
Rehearsal Studio
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Saki
(*Sigh*
I came up with a bunch of ideas, but none of them really made me go, “Eureka!”)
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Honami
Is everything okay, Saki...?
You seem awfully tired. Did you not get enough sleep last night...?
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Saki
Huh? Y-Yeah!
I'm totally fine, Hona!
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Ichika
Sorry! Thanks for waiting!
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Saki
Hey, Ichi!
Hope your class rep meeting went okay♪
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Shiho
Alright, now that we're all here, let's do our debrief for yesterday's show.
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Honami
Okay!
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Shiho
As I mentioned yesterday, we need to work on both our music and how we perform on stage.
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Shiho
Which is why I'd like for us to focus on both heading into our next show.
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Saki
Right...
I thought a lot about what to do in terms of our music...
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Saki
If we want to reach the people at that live house, I think we need to come up with a song that really shows that we understand why they're feeling lonely...
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Ichika
Understanding why they feel lonely...
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Shiho
I get what you're trying to say, but what exactly led you to this...?
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Saki
So, I tried remembering what everyone there looked like and even did a quick search on PicShare. Based on the results I saw, I discovered that a lot of people who go there are ones who feel pretty lonely.
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Saki
And I asked myself, “What kind of song would hit home with them?” That's how I arrived at really trying to understand what they're feeling.
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Ichika
I see...
You started with getting a feel for their mood.
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Shiho
Yeah, Saki might be right.
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Shiho
The reason they all liked anemone so much may've been because of that.
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Saki
You think so too, Shiho?!
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Saki
That's why I wanna try writing a song that has the same sort of effect!
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Saki
But I'm having trouble actually doing that...
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Ichika
Hehe. To be fair, Saki, you don't usually write somber songs.
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Saki
Hehe. That's because writing bright and cheerful songs makes me feel really happy!
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Honami
But the song you wrote for Hanano and her brother sort of had a somber tone, so I'm sure you'll figure this out.
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Saki
...!
Thanks, Hona!
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Saki
I also thought a lot about how or why we were able to write that song for Hanano and her brother.
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Saki
This is just my hunch...
But I think it's because their situation reminded me of what I went through way back when and wanted to show them my support somehow.
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Honami
What you went through way back when?
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Saki
Yeah...
When I couldn't see any of you and felt really lonely...
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Saki
I wanted to cheer past me up by saying, “It's gonna be okay!”
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Ichika
Saki...
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Shiho
...
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Saki
H-Huh?
What's wrong?
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Shiho
I'm sorry...
For not visiting you more back then.
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Honami
It must've been so hard being all alone...
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Saki
(Oh no...!)
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Saki
Th-That's okay because you're all here now! We're in a band together and I couldn't be happier!
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Ichika
That may be true, but...
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Saki
You don't need to apologize!
I'm okay now, really!
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Honami
Okay...
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Shiho
If you say so...
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Saki
Hey, turn those frowns upside down!
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Saki
Again, I'm totally fine because you're all literally right here with me! We can chat whenever and I can hug you all like this!
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Honami
Hehe. You're so warm, Saki.
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Shiho
Y-You're squeezing too tight.
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Saki
Hehe!
You too, Ichi! C'mere!
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Saki
(They're all smiling again. Thank goodness...)
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Saki
(And I'm so glad that we're able to be together like this...)
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Saki
Oh no!
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Honami
Wh-What's wrong?
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Saki
“It's okay because we're together now”...
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Saki
What if I tried working something like that into my song?!
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Shiho
Oh, I see...
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Ichika
Yeah, I like it.
It's very you, Saki.
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Honami
I agree, and I have a feeling that we'll put on a much better performance if we know we're doing it for your past self.
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Saki
Yeah...!
I should be able to write a really good song now...!
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Saki
Thanks for talking things out with me! I'm gonna start working on it right away after I get home!
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Shiho
Talking things out?
To be honest, you did most of the talking just now.
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Ichika
But I'm glad we could help.
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Honami
Hehe. We're very much looking forward to hearing your new song, Saki!
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Saki
*Nod*
Thanks, everyone!
Next Chapter: Dissonant Feelings