Mafuyu's Room
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Mafuyu
(This isn't good...)
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Mafuyu
(Lately, my head...
Has been feeling so heavy. I'm struggling to fall asleep...)
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Mafuyu
(It's 25:00...)
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Mafuyu
(The others are probably working right now...)
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Mafuyu
(Since I can't sleep, I can work on my lyrics on my phone...)
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Mafuyu
(Oh, I left it on my desk...
I need to go get it...)
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Mafuyu
(It's too dark. I can't see...
Where's my phone...?)
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Mafuyu
(Oh, my phone...)
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Mafuyu
...!
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Mafuyu
(That sound... Mom...?)
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Mafuyu's Mother
Mafuyu...?
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Mafuyu's Mother
...
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Mafuyu's Mother
Was that my imagination...?
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Mafuyu
...
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Mafuyu
(She worried about me, right...?)
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Mafuyu
(Mom's just looking out for...)
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Ena
<She threw away something that meant a lot to you, right?>
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Ena
<That's like her saying your real thoughts and feelings belong in the trash! Am I wrong...?!>
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Ena
<You need to show her that you're mad...
Because if you don't, she's gonna smash you to pieces!>
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Mafuyu
(No...)
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Mafuyu
(Mom... She just...!)
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Mafuyu
(Huh? A message...?)
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Mafuyu
Mizuki...?
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Mizuki's Message
<Sorry, I know it's late.
But I wanna talk to you about something.>
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Mizuki's Message
<Can you meet with me sometime soon?
I'm hoping that we can talk in person.>
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Mafuyu
(In person...?)
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Mafuyu
(But I have club activities when I don't have cram school. And on the days when I do have to go to cram school...)
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Mizuki's Message
<We can meet whenever you're free by the way! Still, I do sorta want to see you sooner rather than later...>
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Mizuki's Message
<There's something I need to tell you.>
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Mafuyu
...
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Mizuki
She still hasn't replied...
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Mizuki
Uh oh... What if her phone got taken away...?
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Mizuki
Oh, she responded!
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Mafuyu's Message
<I can meet tomorrow after school.>
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Mizuki
...!
Awesome!
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Mizuki
<Thanks, Yuki!
Then, I'll meet you out in front of the station!>
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Mizuki
All set...!
The next day
After school
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Mizuki
(It's almost time...)
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Mizuki
Oh!
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Mizuki
Mafuyu! Over here!
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Mafuyu
Mizuki...
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Mizuki
Thanks for agreeing to meet with me today! So, how much time do you have to spare...?
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Mafuyu
Until cram school ends, so I'd say until nine...
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Mizuki
Wait, until cram school ends...?
Does that mean you're skipping?
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Mizuki
Are you sure about that?
What if your mom finds out...?
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Mafuyu
It's okay. They don't call home or anything whenever I'm not there...
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Mafuyu
But...
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Mizuki
But?
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Mafuyu
I randomly ran into my dad the other day...
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Mafuyu
So, I'm a little worried that he might find out...
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Mizuki
Okay...
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Mizuki
Then, let's move somewhere else before we talk.
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Mafuyu
Thank you...
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Mizuki
No problem!
There's actually somewhere I've been planning to check out!
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Mafuyu
Huh...?
SpoJoy Park
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Mizuki
Alright, here we are!
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Mafuyu
Wait, this is...
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Mizuki
SpoJoy Park!
Remember? It's where Kanade and Ena went that other time! I've been wanting to go ever since!
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Mizuki
So, Mafuyu, what do you wanna do first?!
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Mafuyu
What do I want to do...?
I thought we were going to talk today...
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Mizuki
Yeah, but you've been studying nonstop lately. It's important to take breaks from time to time, right?
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Mizuki
Plus, Kanade and the others said they had a lot of fun! I'm sure we'll feel refreshed after we move our bodies around a little!
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Mizuki
Oh, Mafuyu, do you know how to rollerblade?
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Mafuyu
I roller skated some when I was little...
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Mizuki
Great!
Then, we can try it together!
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Mizuki
Whoa, Mafuyu!
You're really good!
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Mafuyu
I am...?
Rolling forward doesn't seem all that difficult...
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Mizuki
Hahaha!
Kanade would probably feel awful if you told her that!
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Mizuki
Anyway, since you seem fine, let's have a race! The last one to that side has to buy the winner a drink!
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Mafuyu
But I'm not thirsty.
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Mizuki
What?! No, wait!
That means you think you're gonna win, right?!
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Mizuki
But I'm no slouch!
So, ready... Go!
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Mizuki
Whoa, nice! That's three panels back to back! Why are you so good at this...?!
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Mafuyu
It may be because we played softball during P.E. the other day...
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Mafuyu
You can have the drink I won since you won during our race...
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Mizuki
Wait, are you sure?
I mean, I feel pretty bad about jumping the gun back there...
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Mafuyu
I'd rather you have it since it'll actually taste good to you.
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Mafuyu
Anyway, about what you wanted to talk to me...
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Mizuki
Yeah...
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Mizuki
But are you sure you don't wanna keep doing more stuff?
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Mafuyu
...?
I thought you asked to meet with me because...
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Mizuki
That can wait!
Just bear with me for a bit longer!
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Mizuki
So, let's head to the mall!!
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Mizuki
Whew! That was so much fun!
And I got in some good shopping♪
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Mafuyu
Did you really need to take that long to pick out a single outfit...?
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Mizuki
Absolutely!
I worked hard for this money, so what I buy's gotta be the cutest thing in the world!
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Mizuki
Because I've regretted not getting certain clothes and stuff in another color before, you know...?! So much so that I wanna go back in time and stop myself from buying those things!
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Mafuyu
Really?
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Mizuki
Anyway, do you feel a little better...?
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Mafuyu
What...?
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Mizuki
I ask because you seem more relaxed now.
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Mafuyu
I do...?
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Mafuyu
Actually, I might be feeling a little better...
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Mizuki
Haha! That's good to hear!
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Mizuki
Whenever it feels like the walls are closing in on you, taking your mind off things by doing something else can help, right?
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Mizuki
In those situations, I always ran towards the things that felt safe and allowed me to relax.
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Mizuki
It's why I felt that you also needed something or somewhere you could run to, Mafuyu.
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Mafuyu
Oh...
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Mafuyu
Is this what you wanted to...?
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Mizuki
Hehe. Sorry...
I thought it'd be best to just do it.
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Mizuki
It's a little different from what you're going through, but the truth is, I also went through a period where I wasn't really allowed to be myself...
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Mafuyu
...
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Mizuki
A lot of things happened while I was in junior high that led to me becoming the subject of everyone's ridicule. I constantly got all these weird looks...
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Mizuki
As rough as that was, watching anime and making videos helped me get through it...
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Mafuyu
But that probably didn't...
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Mizuki
I know. It didn't actually solve anything.
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Mizuki
I went about it pretty aimlessly, and going to school eventually became too much for me. Even the one person I could talk to ended up graduating...
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Mizuki
That made things unbearable.
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Mafuyu
...
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Mizuki
So, I ran from school.
I stopped going.
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Mizuki
At home, I felt safe...
But I still knew deep down that I was running from my problems, which weighed on me a lot...
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Mizuki
However...
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Mizuki
I'm standing here today because I gave myself that time...
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Mafuyu
Because you gave yourself that time...?
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Mizuki
The thing is, Mafuyu...
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Mizuki
I believe that taking on whatever life throws at you takes a lot of energy.
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Mizuki
At the same time, if you can't get away from your problems, they'll just sap away all of your energy until there's nothing left.
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Mizuki
You know what I mean, right?
After suffering through so much pain for so long, you just sorta lose the will to go on...
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Mafuyu
...
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Mizuki
Which is why I believe in order for that not to happen... And to survive...
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Mizuki
It's necessary to have a place where you can run to whenever you need it.
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Mizuki
Obviously, I'm not saying running is the best option since it doesn't actually help solve anything. And it only provides short-term relief...
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Mizuki
But I believe that it's okay to run when you're faced with an unbearable amount of pain and suffering that's going to take your life force away.
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Mizuki
So...
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Mizuki
When you think you've reached your limit, I say run. Get out while you can.
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Mizuki
For your own sake, Mafuyu. You. No one else.
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Mafuyu
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