Several tens of minutes later
Ena's Room
Len
<Wow, that's so cool...
You really are drawing her.>
You really are drawing her.>
Mafuyu
Ena, what sort of expression do you need me to make...?
Ena
Your usual one should be fine.
Mafuyu
Okay.
Ena
(Honestly, I wasn't expecting to actually do a drawing of her...)
Ena
(She's so expressionless... It's like I'm drawing a sculpture.)
Len
<You really are a good artist, Ena...>
Len
<And it's so admirable how you're still trying to get better...>
Ena
I'm not good or anything.
Ena
But I do want to get better.
Ena
To be fair, each day feels like a struggle since no matter how much I draw, I keep getting told how awful my drawings are.
Len
<Ena...>
Ena
But this is what I want to do.
This is the path I've chosen.
This is the path I've chosen.
Ena
I don't care what anyone says.
I'm not gonna stop drawing.
I'm not gonna stop drawing.
Mafuyu
...
Ena
I know me doing this makes my mom really worried sometimes.
Ena
But I honestly think that doing art is what suits me best.
Mafuyu
What suits you best...?
Ena
Yeah. So, why don't you try telling your mom what you really want to do?
Ena
Including the part about your synth...
Mafuyu
I already told her that I don't want to stop...
Ena
What...?
Mafuyu
I told her that I know that I need to study but also want to keep making music...
Ena
Wait, you did?!
Ena
(She already tried...?)
Mafuyu
And she said that I'm free to do as I wish...
Ena
Really? Then...
Mafuyu
But she also told me to not regret my decision...
Ena
What...?
Mafuyu
She was telling me to think about my future and not make regretful choices...
Ena
Huh? What's she talking about...?
Why would you regret making music?
Why would you regret making music?
Mafuyu
I don't think that's what she was talking about...
Mafuyu
Knowing her, she was probably more focused on my future...
Mafuyu
By becoming a doctor, I'll be able to help many people and live comfortably...
Ena
Yeah, you're not wrong. But...
Mafuyu
My mom knows that things will become much harder if I don't study and do well on the entrance exams...
Mafuyu
So...
Mafuyu
So... I...
Mafuyu
I said that I'd step away from music...
Ena
...!
Ena
What?! You actually told her that?!
Mafuyu
Yes...
Ena
And you're really okay with that...?
None of this bothers you?
None of this bothers you?
Mafuyu
...
Mafuyu
If I study and bide my time, by the time I'm in university... I might be able to pick it back up...
Mafuyu
So, for now...
Ena
And yet, you're still here making music with us...
Mafuyu
That's what I still don't understand...
Mafuyu
The other day, Ena, when you said, “You wouldn't be in SEKAI if you thought your mom was right.”
Mafuyu
I agree with you.
Mafuyu
It made me wonder why am I doing the opposite of what my mom is telling me to do...
Ena
Because that's what you wanted to do, right...?
Ena
You want to make music and go to SEKAI. It doesn't matter what she says. You're not willing to give those things up. You want to be a part of N25. Am I wrong?
Ena
It's only natural for you to feel that way.
Mafuyu
It is...?
Ena
Yeah.
Ena
Just look at me. I draw because I want to draw, and I believe I'll be rewarded in the future.
Ena
So, I would think that there's a part of you that knows what would truly make you happy. And it's not what your mom decides...
Mafuyu
What makes me happy...?
Mafuyu
But I...
Len
<Mafuyu...?>
Ena
(This is a tough one...)
Ena
(I get that her mom means a lot to her... But why can't Mafuyu just say what she wants to do.)
Ena
(I mean, based on our conversation, it's clear that her heart lies elsewhere.)
Ena
(Hmm... What if it were me in her shoes? Would things have turned out differently...?)
Ena
(If my parents constantly pushed their ideals onto me because it's “for my sake”...)
Ena
(Would I have turned into Mafuyu...?)
Ena
Let's take your mom out of the equation for a second, Mafuyu. What do you want to do?
Mafuyu
I don't know...
Mafuyu
But I want to make music with all of you...
Ena
Mafuyu...
Ena
Okay...
Ena
Then, as a fellow member of N25, I'll do what I can to help.
Ena
At the same time, “being yourself” is probably easier said than done in your case.
Ena
So, why don't you use today to practice doing just that? It'll be your chance to do whatever you want...
Mafuyu
What...?
Ena
Wait, it's already 25:00?!
I need to get to work! I totally lost track of the time while drawing...!
I need to get to work! I totally lost track of the time while drawing...!
Mafuyu
Work...?
Ena
On N25 stuff! Don't you also have work to do?
Mafuyu
Am I allowed to...?
Ena
Huh? You're kidding, right?
Kanade's probably done polishing up her song, which means Mizuki and I need you to finish writing your lyrics.
Kanade's probably done polishing up her song, which means Mizuki and I need you to finish writing your lyrics.
Ena
Anyway, lemme open up Nightcord.
Mafuyu
Okay...
Next Chapter: The Light I Saw Next To Me