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Mizuki
*Sigh*
Mizuki
I thought I'd be able to relax a little if I came here...
Mizuki
(But it's not working...
My brain just won't cool it.)
My brain just won't cool it.)
Len
Um, Mizuki...?
Mizuki
Oh, Len!
Len
Is everything okay...?
You don't look very happy...
You don't look very happy...
Mizuki
Oh, um...
Don't worry. I was just thinking about something...
Don't worry. I was just thinking about something...
???
Is that so...?
Mizuki
Luka...
Luka
You say you were just thinking about something, but your eyes tell a different story.
Len
Oh...
Mizuki
Were you two watching me this whole time? You could've said hi or something...
Len
S-Sorry...
Luka said we were just going to take a quick peek...
Luka said we were just going to take a quick peek...
Luka
You're no fun, Len. Spilling the beans like that...
Len
I-I'm sorry...
Luka
Anyway, Mizuki, what's on your mind?
Mizuki
The same thing as before...
Mizuki
I want to help Mafuyu, but haven't been able to come up with any good ideas...
Luka
Is that really all?
Mizuki
Huh?
Luka
My guess is that you're not just thinking about Mafuyu, but also yourself.
Mizuki
...!
Mizuki
What made you think that...?
Luka
No reason in particular. Just my gut feeling.
Mizuki
To be fair, you're pretty much spot on...
Mizuki
My mind keeps asking me, “Do you, of all people, think you can help Mafuyu?”
Len
What do you mean...?
Mizuki
Finding a solution to all of Mafuyu's problems isn't going to be easy, so I thought I could at least provide a place for her to run...
Luka
A place for her to run?
Mizuki
Yeah. I went through a really tough period way back when, but I was able to get through it because I had a place where I could run and feel safe...
Mizuki
So, I thought if Mafuyu also had a place where she could run...
Mizuki
But reminiscing about my past led me to ask myself...
Mizuki
What right do I have trying to help her...?
Len
What...?
Mizuki
Kanade's prepared to keep composing songs for Mafuyu until she saves her...
Mizuki
Ena said she'd wait for as long as she needs to...
Luka
And what about you, Mizuki...?
Mizuki
I can't commit like them...
Mizuki
Because all I ever did was run away.
Mizuki
I can't deal with my own problems, and I really don't know how to talk to my friends about stuff that really matters... Even though I really don't want to lose them...
Mizuki
So...
Luka
I see...
Luka
You're such a coward, Mizuki.
Len
L-Luka...
You don't have to say it like that...
You don't have to say it like that...
Mizuki
Haha... No, she's right.
Mizuki
I really am a coward...
Luka
Yes, you are.
But...
But...
Luka
Isn't there something you can do because you're the way you are?
Mizuki
What?
Luka
You say that you're not capable of helping her...
Luka
But I believe there's something you can do specifically because you ran from everything until now.
Mizuki
...
Mizuki
You say that, but I don't know...
Luka
Just look at things from a slightly different perspective.
Luka
Right now, whether she likes it or not, Mafuyu has to face her biggest problems all at once...
Luka
And you have a first-hand understanding of just how painful this process is going to be, Mizuki.
Mizuki
...
Luka
Mizuki...
Luka
When you felt you were about to break, what did you do?
Luka
How did you protect yourself?
Mizuki
When I was about to break...?
Mizuki
(Back then...)
Mizuki
(When it felt like the real me was gonna disappear forever... That was unbelievably painful...)
Mizuki
(At school, even when I was with my classmates, no one understood... I was all alone...)
Mizuki
(Which is why I wanted to get away from there.)
Mizuki
(Lucky for me, Mom, Dad and Sis showed genuine concern for my well-being...)
Mizuki
(They kept me afloat.)
Mizuki
(I ended up okay because...
I ran and ran and kept running.)
I ran and ran and kept running.)
Mizuki
(And then...)
Mizuki
(I met the others.)
Mizuki
(As I made music videos with them, I gradually became more comfortable with expressing how I really feel...)
Mizuki
(I felt that I could just be myself.)
Mizuki
(It was a small glimmer, but I found the light at the end...)
Mizuki
Oh...
Mizuki
...
Mizuki
It's okay to run...
Mizuki
I want to tell her that it's okay to run...
Mizuki
Or shout, “Run!”
“It's okay to run away from this place!”
“It's okay to run away from this place!”
Mizuki
And that there's a safe place where you can run to...
Mizuki
Thanks, Luka...
Luka
Hm? All I did was suggest that you look at things from a slightly different perspective.
Mizuki
(I don't know if this is actually gonna help Mafuyu at all...)
Mizuki
(But...!)
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